life sucks, love stinks..... or vice-versa

im in the verge of killing myself..... in this certain confusion that makes me dizzy and makes me wanna puke..... im gettin the fury of which i cannot take anymore..... the sorrow that no one could ever imagine..... the pain i could just imagine no one can bear with..... the fear that keeps on lingering by my side..... the end that i soon want to come.... and the joy of being free from this sadness that i have always dreamt about..... its so cool that i put up the names of all the bosses in metal gear solid 3 : snake eater, to this very accurate paragraph..... what i am feeling right now..... the joy of being away from all these things have been only present in my dreams..... no one could ever imagine how much pain i am feeling right now..... it sucks to be me..... true love can make you do crazy things.... and just hope true love doesnt come your way just yet.... or you could hope your true love loves you too cuz..... it really sucks if he/she doesnt..... got that? alexa?

more bullshit.....

well got rid of some and gained some.... hahaha.... cant take everything eh? well.... my life still sucks..... alexa still snubs me.... still got no plans this summer.... nothing gets me inspired to do something inspiring (labo....) ..... still bumming around..... have this depression na hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ako depressed..... but then while i was depressed something just happened to catch my eye in this oh so cruel world..... got sucked into a cute world of funny movie parodies and a new site that would be one of my visit at least three times a month list..... well.... actually wala pa akong list na ganun but something new is supposed to be born anyways.... cool thing just had a parody for the metal gear series! shit it was crap but you would get to enjoy some parts of that darned movie.... it aint complete yet but you would get to see a little part of it in this site, http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/226467 ..... bit large even for a dsl thingy (cant hink straight today... sorry)..... but a well made flash movie by legendary frog.... you can visit his site, http://www.legendaryfrog.com/heavy/index.htm .... be sure to explore the movies section.... they also have this matrix parodies and then some others..... just watch and see for yourself what crappy bullshit i am talking about..... and if ya dont like it..... everyone has his/her own tastes in life and other shits right?

p.s sorry medyo overused ata ung shit at bullshit ngayon.... medyo na bubullshit lang talaga ako eh.....

la ko magawa sobra so i decided to just make a xanga thingy to do something for fun.... just crap.... got tons of headache and s*** to making a blog that only a few people would see.... cool.... anyway i got my itchy hands on the newest version of the INITIAL D arcade game.... and it blew out my mind!!! more cars (even if I use only one car.... obvious naman kung ano diba?).... more tracks.... more challenges.... better drifts.... and an even hotter vs mode.... did i mention that you can upgrade your vehicle and make it one hell of a monster machine and save it in a magnetic card thingies that segarosso created just so you could use your vehicle for other races.... grabe.... la talaga akong masabi kaya un lang ang linagay ko.... para naman malagyan ng buhay.... halos walang nakasulat d2 eh.... anyway.... put this shit up for you guys, so if you wont appreciate mah blog.... nevermind....